You Make Me Feel Heartbreaking but I Still Loving You

You make me feel heartbreaking, but I still love you.

“If the world betrays Super Junior, ELF will betray the whole world!” -- ELF

You used to say there wasn’t enough mics, the stage wasn’t big enough

…….Now the stage is big enough, and there are enough mics for you, how come some of you are still absent?

The first trophy for Sorry Sorry in Music Bank, “KIBUM-AH, HYUNGS DID IT!” – Leeteuk

“See you again in 4jib, there will not be any change of heart.” – Leeteuk

“Whatever they say, whatever I hear, I don’t care. 13… & ELF. Hangeng, Kangin, Kibum, I love you.” – Donghae cyworld update during 4jib

“Altough you’re not on my side now, I know we’re always together. I didn’t say I love you, but I know we love each other. Even though we didn’t mention ‘Only’, we know that we’re 13 in 1.” – Donghae twitter update during 4jib

“Those  who trust me and follow me, hold up your albums with both hands, yell powerfully but also modestly. SJ is SJ.” – Heechul cyworld update during 4jib

I believe everyone knows that they were Suju05 in the very beginning. Actually the members of Suju05 were selected, another 13 members.

With the popularity of U, Suju05 can continue further. If not then the old members have to disband and survive by their own.

Super Junior is always the experiment product. Luckily, the experiment never fails.

We don’t mind waiting as long as your path is full of happiness.

“we leave a space for you, hyung you just need to stand there.” – Eunhyuk said to Heechul

During 3jib, Heechul was busy with acting, no time to practice with members. When he heard dongsaeng said this to him, he did himself in make-up room and cried.

Wonderful sapphire blue balloons filling the sky, the balloons float slowly and become small, just like the heart of every fan.

It looks small when viewing them from a far. But if they gather together, they’re strong enough to protect our beloved one.

Actually, ELF has another meaning ……Endless Love Forever

‘Kim Kibum, did you eat well?” written on Korean ELF’s banner, cried when see that ;~~~~;

He won’t change for anyone but is willing to change for SJ.

‘except SJ, there is nothing to be my ultimate.” – Kangin

“actually nothing lasts forever. But my truly wish is to keep Super Junior’s name and make it last forever.” – Leeteuk on Strong Heart, Sorry Sorry era

‘Although you’re separated, you’re still in one group.” – Heechul

“If S and J are missing from the 26 alphabets, the remaining ones won’t be 24 alphabets. It’s because E, L, F will leave together with them!” -- ELF

“We want to fly higher and further, until the world is covered with sapphire blue.” -- ELF

Meeting you is the most beautiful unexpected matter in my life.

“1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13, count until 13 and stop crying. ELF are tough.” – ELF ;___;

“not knowing what forever is, we therefore have to cherish the present.” --  Kangin

Although with the most number of members, they stay true and united as one, anytime, anywhere, just like before.

Through the bad and good times, when they were at valley low or at the peak now, their hearts beat as one, just like when they first started.

“If Super Junior don’t leave, ELF won’t let go of it.”  -- ELF

“Until sapphire blue pearl cover the entire planet, Super Junior will continue to perform.” – Leeteuk

“We don’t mind if he isn’t there. What we care is, when he comes but we’re not there.” – Hangeng’s fans

ELF: “If oppas are not on the stage, I’d rather close my eyes.”

SJ: “If ELF are not under the stage, I’d rather not stand on the stage.”

“I will always keep the memory of meeting ELF in my heart even if I die.” – Donghae

“SJ is SJ: no one can replace it with his own name. SJ can’t compare itself with the others as well. We are te fixed characters of SJ.

It’s because the members of SJ is many, everyone are looking when we play with each other, argue with each other, cry with each other, bear hardships with each other, but cherish each other as well.

Therefore, our SJ can survive. It’s because we are members of SJ, we are all together as ONE.”  -- Heechul

To the world, they are only 13 ordinary men. But to me, these 13 men are my whole world.

Please love them deeply if you love them, please don’t hurt them if you don’t love them.

(2008.07.27 1000 day-fan meeting)

Leeteuk: ‘How many people do you think SJ should have?”

ELF: “13!!”

Leeteuk: ‘In the future, no matter what happen, how many people does SJ have?”

ELF: “13!!!”

Leeteuk: “From now on, no matter 10 or 20 years later, Super Junior is 13 people forever!”

“Thank you for following me, such a hyung which is not good enough, whenever I go.” – Leeteuk said to members

“Thank you for being born in this world.” – Heechul said to Hangeng

“13 people re-gather together once again, just like losing love and found it again.” – Donghae

ELF: “I love you all forever, how about you?”

Heechul: “1 day more than you.”

Even though SJ and ELF are getting old, we will still support these 13 people, still listen to their songs, be with them forever.

“Not END but AND…”  -- Leeteuk

ELF: “you always touch us.”

Donghae: “ELF always give us the feeling of being touch and love.”

ELF:”Isn’t there’s no such thing as love?”

Leeteuk: “Then, what are we doing?”

ELF: “OPPAs send me a reply without honorific form!”

Sungmin: “Without honorific form…erm… SaRangHae aRangHae aRangHae.”

ELF: “Thanks for being singers!”

Kyuhyun: “Thanks for being ELF.”

ELF: “Whatever they say, we’re the one to protect OPPAs!”

Kangin: “Why you have to pledge to protect us? Super Junior is the one to protect ELF.”

ELF: “SJ has 13 people, from Leeteuk to Kyuhyun.”

Kyuhyun: “SJ has 14 people, from Leeteuk to ELF.”

“If Super Junior is hindered because of my presence, I’m willing to quit from Super Junior.” – Shindong

“We won’t let this happen in the future, even it appens, we won’t separate.” – Kangin

10 or 20 years later, we’re still ELF, as long as you’re still Super Junior.

Leeteuk: “Super Junior isn’t that kind of group that will disband after one year, two years, or three years. We will never disbanded until 10 years 20 years or even 30 years later, until ELF don’t want us anymore. Will ELF abandon us?”

ELF: “No, it won’t happen forever. We will always protect Super Junior.”

Without you, I’m nothing. Because of you, at least I’m ELF.

The world is big. But for me, these 13 people are worth-loving.

“I’m the leader of Super Junior forever.” – Leeteuk

“If it was not the member of Super Junior, I would live a lonely life.” ­­– Yesung

“In future, I will lead you all to move forward with the other hyungs.” – Kangin

“It’s the best moment when we 13 members gather together.”  -- Shindong

“We seems to be fabulous when we gather together.” – Siwon

“Go and try, because we are together.” – Sungmin

“Rather than members of group, I treat you as brothers.” – Eunhyuk

“Hangeng hyung, you’ve bear lots of hardships for long, I know you’ve really tired, everything will be alright.” – Siwon

“To the members, saranghae!” – Hangeng

“I take care of them on behalf of their parents.” – Ryeowook

“I am love too much (by the hyungs). Hyungs, saranghaeyo~” – Ryeowook

“Heechul is my most close brother.”  -- Kibum

“When I was in hospital, it was a really lonely and difficult time. Kibum would come every day and sleep in the hospital.. and he’d cry..” – Heechul

“I will never give up unless I die.” – Kyuhyun

I want to cry to make you smile, but you smile to make me cry.

“I know it’s really hard to be our fans, we never rest, non-stop releasing albums… if I was one of Super Junior’s fans, I would probably give up. Really want to thanks my fans. To me, they are as important as the air. Living without air, we can’t live even just for a minute” – Leeteuk

We are not as fortunate as Shinwha.

We don’t have the better economic environment than DBSK.

We don’t have as close be with company as SNSD.

We are not as well liked as SHINee.

We don’t have the preference given to f(x).

We don’t have high digital scores like 2AM.

We don’t have the widness of 2PM.

We don’t get the good welfare of Wonder Girls.

We don’t have the sudden popularity of Miss A.

We don’t have the K-pop fever that Big Bang brought about in Japan & Korea.

We don’t have wide selection of costumes like 2NE1.

We are right at the bottom within the groups from the three big music giants.

What we have, is nothing but ONLY popularity in the entire Asia!!

“We Super Junior are not the group which member is better and which member is worse. The stage loks bright only when 13 people are together.”  -- Kangin

“What I care is only one thing, that is whether SJ can have a good development.”  -- Heechul

ELF, please see, even though wearing old clothes, even though the number is not the complete 13, even though SJ is not appreciated, but our oppas are still standing on stage to sing and dance in the name of SJ.

Although treated unfair, but still in the name of SJ.

Please smile in silence for them.

“13 of you just need to do your best, ELF will do the rest!” – ELF

“We’re SuJu even if we develop well. We’re SuJu even if we fail.

We’re SuJu even if we fight with each other, We’re SuJu even if we hate each other.

We’re SuJu even if we get married.

We’re SuJu even if we have many fans. We’re SuJu even if all fans leave.

I can’t quit, and don’t need to talk more, you can see that we’re becoming better and better.

Let’s last forever.” – Heechul

“We’re ELF even if we are becoming stronger. We’re ELF even if SJ fails.

We’re ELF even if we argue with each other. We’re ELF even if we hate each other.

We’re ELF even if we get married.

We’re ELF even if SJ have many members compared with other groups.

We’re ELF even if all SJ members develop separately.

I can’t quit, and don’t need to talk more, you can see, we’re becoming better amd better.

Let’s last forever together with Super Junior.” – ELF

Written by: Michelle Fung

Video credit: 41lumiere@youtube