THE WORLD'S SADDEST LOVE ~~ E.L.F - SUPER JUNIOR

“Our Love Story Is Different From Others, Super Junior and E.L.F is the World’s Saddest Love”

Instead of hand in hand walking in the park, I stay at home…with my computer…watching your performance…

Instead of going to concerts together, I stay at home…let your voice raise me up…

Instead of going out to eat, I stay at home…just looking at your pictures…but that made me feel so full…

Instead of watching movie in the cinema, I stay at home…watch again and again your drama…

Instead of loving 1 person, I love 13 oppa…

Instead of being jealous, I’m happy and willing to share you with thousands of E.L.F…

Instead of having argument, we only have peace time…

Instead of saying goodbye, we promise to stay side by side with each other ‘till the end…

But …our love is same as others’…Because we also have smile and tears…

Because of you, I can smile happily …

Because of you, I can’t stop my tear keeps falling…

I don’t know since when you’ve become a part of my life.
You control my life, my feeling, my emotions, all that belongs to me.
I can’t do anything but loving you more and more.

My friends asked me why I can have such an unreal love, one-side love, sad love and hopeless love like that …
Why I can love someone that I may not have a chance to face them one time in my life…

How can I answer them?
How can I express my feeling?
How can I tell them that they’re totally wrong?

Because, they’re never once an E.L.F, they won’t understand this kind of feeling.

Why do they call it’s unreal when my heart is telling the true…?
Why do they call it’s one-side when the one i love, they love me too…?
Why do they call it’s hopeless when this love give me strength…give me power to get over my life’s difficuties..make me hope..make me dream..?

But there’s one thing my friends are right.This is a sad love…a saddest love
This love hurt me a lot…

I started loving you because of your smile, all your shows are very funny and humorous…
Those shows made me laugh a lot…

But the more I love you, the more I cry …

I cry when you won the first time…the moment that I was supposed to smile happily…but i don’t know why tears keep falling down out of my control.

I cry when you had a car accident and wonder why I can’t be the one who had accident instead of you…

I cry when you’re devided…

I cry when I see thousands of E.L.F fight for you, but I’m just here, helpless…

I cry when you actually come back after 1 year and 6 months…

I cry when I miss Bummie so much…

I cry when you won 1st Mutizen after coming back…

I cry …

When my angel Teukie talks about his great-grandmother …
When my Fishie shows how much he loves and misses his father …
When my YeSung send the thankfulness to his mother …
When KyuHyun confesses with his dad he sorries but he feels happy when he can be together with other members and fans …

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I cry when I can’t keep my promise, to make you get No.1 13 times…
But I broke my promise…I sorry …

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I cry, just simply when you cry…
Because I can’t be there beside you… wipe away your tears, so i will be here… cry with you ….

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Maybe I will never know how a love can be so painfully..
If I don’t love you…

In my next life, I won’t love all of you. Because in my next life, I won’t be an ELF anymore.
In my next life, there won’t be ELF, there won’t be Super Junior.
In the next life, I only wish you were yourselves.

No more Super Junior’s Leeteuk, only the privately quiet and delicate, Park Jung Soo;

No more Super Junior’s Heechul, only the loud but surprising, Kim Hee Chul;

No more Super Junior’s Hankyung, only the gentle and thoughtful one who makes delicious fried rice, Hangeng;

No more Super Junior’s Yesung, only the one who has an artistic voice, Kim Jong Woon;

No more Super Junior’s Kangin, only a glib-tongued one who likes drinking, Kim Young Woon;

No more Super Junior’s Shindong, only the one who doesn’t look very eye-catching but is full of talent, Shin Dong Hee;

No more Super Junior’s Sungmin, only the one who can be cute to make his parents happy, Lee Sung Min;

No more Super Junior’s Eunhyuk, only the one who shows all his gums as he smiles widely, Lee Hyuk Jae;

No more Super Junior’s Donghae, only the one who works so hard for his father’s dream, Lee Dong Hae;

No more Super Junior’s Siwon, only the one who has a princely air about him yet likes skinship, Choi Si Won;

No more Super Junior’s Ryeowook, only the cute and shy one who has a heavenly voice, Kim Ryeo Wook;

No more Super Junior’s Kibum, only the one who plays his PSP so much that he forgets to eat, Kim Ki Bum;

No more Super Junior’s Kyuhyun, only the one who can show a bright and evil smile, Cho Kyu Hyun;

Not Super Junior a group, one life of Super Junior is enough.

Let all the love and charm be used up in this life, not leaving anymore for next time.

All those unnecessary times and things will pass..

Be the individuals you all used to be.

There won’t be Super Junior, no more massive amount of fans surrounding you, no more bodyguards protecting you, no more unnecessary discussions or rumours,

You can be free to do what you want, to love who you want to love,

You don’t have to cover up just to go for a walk in the park,

You can walk hand in hand with your girlfriends, eating cake together, watching movies together..

You can watch concerts with your family, but then it will be someone else on stage, not Super Junior anymore…

When that time comes, you won’t have to stay up at nights, you won’t have just 2 or 3 hours of sleep due to packed schedules,

All of you can eat well, sleep well..

When that time comes, you won’t have backaches from long hours rehearsing dances, won’t leave bruises and injuries on your young bodies..

You won’t have to say things like “Once the camera is on, I have to change from Park Jung Soo to Leeteuk, Super Junior’s Leader, and I have to show only the best to everyone.”

When that time comes, even if you’ve injured yourself, you will be made to rest, and you won’t have to grit your teeth through performances just for the fans.

When that time comes, you won’t be the Super Junior that has thousands of people cheering for you..

But as for now, you are Super Junior that belongs to ELF. This is something that cannot be changed..

All ELF can do for you is: love you, love you very much, love you very very much, do our best in loving you.

Because in the next life there won’t be Super Junior, we will use all the love we have in this life to love you.

In this life, I will love you with all I can. In this life, let ELF love you with all we can.
In the next life, please live a life that belongs to you..

In the next life, I won’t love all of you, really.

Because in the next life, my world won’t consist of Super Junior, Super Junior won’t exist anymore.

However, if in my next life, Super Junior still exists,
I will still choose to become an ELF

Super Junior and E.L.F is the world’s saddest love….

And if I can choose again, I still want to be an E.L.F and I still choose loving you.

We’ll share happiness and sadness together…

Because we’ve started together so we should stay with each other forever…