Dear Cho Kyuhyun

Dear Cho Kyuhyun
It’s 2 in the morning in my side of the country and you seriously, seriously, need to get out of my head.
Do you know what you do to me? Do you know what your presence does to me? Your smile? Your glare? Your pout? Your tears? Your laughter? You mess with me. You mess with my head all the time.

You really live up to your name as “Evil Kyu”. You take away the air around me. As soon as I see you, you leave me gasping for air. You stop time when I see you when I could be doing something else important. You leave me dying when I see you cry and you make me smile like an idiot when I see you laugh.

You’re mean. MEAN. You make me crazy. Incoherent. Dazed out. You show yourself in my head and tweak my insides to make my heart beat faster.

People think I’m crazy because of you. People think I waste my time a lot. See what you did? Now why can’t you just appear in my doorstep one of these days, take my hand and say hi? Say that you’re sorry for all the things that you’re doing to me EVERY SINGLE DAY.

… But…
…you… can’t…
…Cause you… you don’t even know me.
Who am I to you?
Nobody.
But who are you to me?
The world. The whole world.

Nevertheless, I’ll be waiting for your apology. No matter how long it takes. I’ll wait for you to say that you’re sorry for keeping me up at night, for taking away my air and for wasting my time writing random love letters to you.

And if this letter lands in someone else’s hands and sees me as a very crazed delusional fan girl, well then, yes I am. But blame him. Blame CHO KYUHYUN.

I’m finally off to bed now. And I ask that you stay away from my dreams. Because I don’t want to be with you when you’re just going to leave me when I wake up. I know how mean you are that way.


Love,
Violet

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Letter to super junior > Angel Violet